Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Today

I made it till 8 pm tonight when I realized it was my missed due date. It's funny how different this day was compared to November 30. It barely registered. Granted I was pregnant a lot less of the time, had a much less "normal" pregnancy - literally we knew we were pregnant and were happy about it for a weekend, then all hell broke loose. But still... it's so awesome how different today is. November was hard. I gave up FB, I cried, I dreaded hearing about other babies being born around that time; but today was fine. One of my good friends even had a baby yesterday and I wished he'd been born today, just for the sake of being born on what could have been my due date.

I'm grateful for the difference.

And I'm still hoping I get a chance at having another due date.

Just wish this darn cold would go away.

2 comments:

Marcia (123 blog) said...

oh my friend, sorry for what this day represents but glad it's not been crushing!

Anonymous said...

uhm....how am i just finding your blog now?

i've missed you.

ok. now to catch up!